SATURNALIA

SATURNALIA

7.12.10

Something about static

It's there, I'm here, you're there, we're where it is.

Gyrate, circulate, extrapolate and almost in an instant, find direction.

Could it be that you were going in circles but moving forward?

You were moving, moving, moving. Emphatically. Eyes shut.

Your head bobbed with the rhythm of the track. It felt so right.

We stepped forward, onward. Walked right past it.

Felt it coursing through our veins, reaching out from our skin.

It hurts to touch you, static.

Buzzing, beaming, interrupting. It hurts to love you, static.

But you're life. Living, motile. Existent. Not all there, but wherever you need to be.

Uncertain, destructive, painful steps. Each footprint will last a lifetime. I will know where you went and you will know where you burned.

In my mind, in the sky, in my heart, riding the wind.

I can hear your voice, vain and clamoring. But I cannot make out what you speak. It is not a language I know; not one I could ever learn.

Erratic on occasion, spontaneous, jolting forth and making your will fact.

As you gently fall from the sky, like a rigid feather, so too follows your voice, your meaning.

I saw you that day, among the daisies, lilies, lilacs, violets. Your dichromatic eyes were mesmerizing, your voice enamored in cause and timidity. Your cheeks were red, and you skipped away with a smile, bouncing from exploding star to exploding star. Your supernova trail left me heartbroken, awestruck, confused. In your flowing hair, the universe trailed behind. Planets, stars, specs, glitter and glamor splashed upon the darkness surrounding you.

The full moon set that night and never rose again.

4.5.10

This is why I should sleep sooner

[01:54] Au Au Tuki Tuki: Splitting the game into three episodes, protagonist is on a mission to save the world from powermad pseudogod she's in love with

[01:54] Nila Flux: the violinist is buzzing back and forth like a bee

[01:54] Nila Flux: goddamn

[01:55] Nila Flux: reprise

[01:55] Nila Flux: god damn

[01:55] Nila Flux: 3 discs

[01:55] Nila Flux: all bluray

[01:55] Nila Flux: for xbox

[01:55] Nila Flux: unplayable by everyone

[01:55] Nila Flux: worldwide chaos and confusion

[01:55] Nila Flux: nobody can understand why we made such a stupid decision

[01:55] Au Au Tuki Tuki: it ain't 3 games or 3 discs

[01:55] Nila Flux: japanese 12 year old finds way to encode game for xbox

[01:55] Nila Flux: rather

[01:55] Nila Flux: for ps3

[01:56] Nila Flux: outrage happens

[01:56] Nila Flux: mobs raid his house

[01:56] Nila Flux: kill his panda

[01:56] Nila Flux: HIS PANDA

[01:56] Au Au Tuki Tuki: japanese 12 year old has panda

[01:56] Au Au Tuki Tuki: THIS AIN'T A GAME

[01:56] Au Au Tuki Tuki: THERE ARE PANDAS

[01:56] Nila Flux: properly encoded copy of the game is shipped to the president of the united states

[01:56] Nila Flux: who subsequently murders his children in their sleep

[01:56] Au Au Tuki Tuki: what are you still doing up

[01:57] Nila Flux: this album

[01:57] Au Au Tuki Tuki: you are obviously being affected

[01:57] Nila Flux: upon completion of the game

[01:57] Nila Flux: the meaning of his life is realized

[01:57] Nila Flux: and he begins to plant bamboo indoors inside the whitehouse

[01:58] Au Au Tuki Tuki: http://images.4chan.org/co/src/1272963141490.png

[01:58] Au Au Tuki Tuki: quiet you

[01:58] Nila Flux: glenn beck capitalizes on the 'greenhouse' change and uses it as a way to symbolize the liberal far-left media in a nazi context

[01:59] Nila Flux: a fan in the audience has had enough

[01:59] Nila Flux: puts a hole in his head

[01:59] Nila Flux: people the world-round are cheering and the average IQ of the world has risen significantly

[01:59] Nila Flux: we become a self-sustaining population that eventually shuns the thought of a lifestyle based around -isms

[01:59] Au Au Tuki Tuki: ID guys wanting me to register voting

[02:00] Au Au Tuki Tuki: but i'd just wait until i go to snorkridge

[02:00] Nila Flux: the game becomes a prized token in history as a symbol of the courage

[02:00] Au Au Tuki Tuki: anyway

[02:00] Nila Flux: the courage of 3 young men

[02:00] Nila Flux: doing one thing

[02:00] Nila Flux: one thing that makes no sense whatsoever

[02:01] Nila Flux: we get monuments to our names

[02:01] Au Au Tuki Tuki: you are thinking too big

[02:01] Nila Flux: north korea dies

[02:01] Nila Flux: all of it

[02:01] Nila Flux: all of north korea dies

[02:01] Au Au Tuki Tuki: we will get one unmarked monument

[02:01] Au Au Tuki Tuki: a single monolith

[02:01] Au Au Tuki Tuki: in the middle of the great plains

[02:02] Nila Flux: etched into the monolith are unnecessarily detailed descriptions of our sex lives

[02:02] Au Au Tuki Tuki: unmarkedmonument

[02:02] Nila Flux: it is only visible to the eyes of people that perceive the fourth dimension

[02:02] Au Au Tuki Tuki: fourth dimension

[02:02] Nila Flux: and live in another plane of existence

[02:03] Au Au Tuki Tuki: must

[02:03] Au Au Tuki Tuki: sleep

[02:03] Nila Flux: Tea Party officials commit mass suicide

[02:03] Au Au Tuki Tuki: before fail life

[02:03] Nila Flux: a large, erect penis unearths itself

[02:03] Nila Flux: from the ground

[02:03] Nila Flux: the earth has grown an erection

[02:03] Nila Flux: the penis is you

[02:03] Nila Flux: alright

[02:03] Nila Flux: whatever i just said

[02:03] Nila Flux: something there

[02:03] Nila Flux: was magical

[02:03] Nila Flux: i know it

[02:04] Nila Flux: that felt so symbolic

[02:04] Nila Flux: The penis is you